And It Hurts So Bad

I guess I was wrong
about you
I guess when you told me
that you trusted me and
you had my back
you didn't really mean it
and it hurts so bad

I guess I was wrong
about you
when you told me all
those sweet things
that made my heart
open up and feel again
when you told me that
you loved me but didn't really
mean it
and it hurts so bad


I guess I was wrong
when I told you I loved you
because you didn't really listen
and you tell me that you
don't believe me now
I guess I was wrong

my love my love my love
you made me see that
two people could find
their way and
learn to love each other
and stay together
and no baby, you didn't
tell me that you wouldn't trust me
no you never told me that

and you never told me
that your words would be
empty and you didn't mean
a single one of them

But most of all, when I told
you I loved you, it was
straight from the heart
and the fact that you don't
believe me, the fact that
you don't want to believe
me, makes me wonder
because your the best
thing, the best thing
that ever happened
to me

So I just wanted you to know
I'm sorry that you've lost
all faith in me, in our love
in our world that we built
I'm sorry that you didn't see
the real me.
I gave you everything I had
and you're still telling me
that you don't trust me
I'm so heart broken
but I can't change your mind
I just gotta let it go
and more then anything
else... it hurts so bad

I guess you could say
I'm really the sucker,
because everything I told
you everything I said and
everything you told me and
everything you said....
is gone...and all because
and all because
of one thing one
thing....
I loved you
and it hurts so bad....




July 2013