Sunday, April 27, 2014

Looking Back

I turned to see you
looking back at me
and I thought of all
the times you're lips touched mine
I smiled knowing that I 
was the only person in the 
room, who knew

And through out the months
that we were together,
I knew you even better
than you knew yourself,
I realized I was the one 
lucky person you chose to 
share yourself with and that we
were meant to be together

And as much as I tried to
forget
as much as I tried to let go, I
came to the conclusion that
when two people meet, who have
that most wonderful feeling that
they can't seem to let go of or
even want to let go of, that 
immeasurable bond that no matter
who or what, nothing can
tear them apart
When you have that
then you have love

And yet, we were
tearing each other apart
because alas, we had prior commitments
and having found each other quite
by accident, we never had
the time to figure out where 
we stood in this world

So you pushed me away
and as my heart broke, I dreamed
that our time would come again

I turn to see you 
looking back at me and though I know we
cannot be together now,
I know that what we have
is real. I see it in your eyes.
And even though I don't have you
I have you








April 2014

Saturday, April 12, 2014

the longing

do you know
do you really know
have you felt
the dying ache inside

hours, weeks, and then some
nights and days
time the test
and still
I want you

I cry inside waiting
waiting for our love
to come back 
knowing it was there
all along
and yet
I'm so lost
in between

I'm holding myself
together
wanting you more each day
while I slowly melt
away
right from the start
how did we know
did you know?

I hold out my hand
and wait for you
to reach out
to me
and my hand feels
numb
waiting
while my heart knows


have you ever felt
the dying ache
inside
while we pretend
and time stops
and we wait
and we wait












April, 2014

Sunday, April 6, 2014

Just One More Time

Just one more time
I don't wanna tell you lies
Just wanna be by your side
just one more time

Just one more kiss
I just wanna feel your lips
can't wait to see your smile
just one more time

You made my heart sing
never knew I could feel
this way again
Crying every night
waiting for someone
like you
never thought this
would ever come true
Just one more time

Just one more time
made me feel alive
made me wanna live
forever
made me wanna die
for you
Just one more time










March 2014