lover's lament

we are like two alone
who walk in the night
I can't be afraid, even
if your not with me
I know that it's coming
like the dawn at first light

I have no where to go but
back to you even when
it's dark and cold
the rain pouring down
upon my treacherous soul
my ship lights the sea
but off into the distance
I can just barely see
the breath of another
he is calling to me

we have not spoken
but I hear a gentle voice
whispering my name
even when I beg and
have no choice
it is the bleakness
that I walk, not knowing where to go
a gentle voice to lean upon
makes me feel like home

because nothing makes sense
you hating me, what I've become
me wishing that we had never begun
we are like two now, walking alone
it is not like we wanted this
or that we wished these moments unsung
now you don't see me but somehow you know
and I long for the moment

we are two lost now, alone
but somehow I know
somehow we know...





February 1, 2016
two thousand and sixteen with the first of february

hold me heart

oh hold me heart
hold on to me,
fight
for I think I have fallen
such an unsettling sight


when was the last time
I felt your breath upon
my neck
your kiss upon
my lips
your love in every
part of my soul
only my heart knows
the pain that I feel
hold me heart









January 30, 2016

Thread

I feel like it's just a thread

That I'm clinging to

Just a thread and I'm

Gonna learn to get over you 

Eventually

One two weeks go by

I'm hanging my hat,
it's out to dry, I'm learning
to fly..

And I feel like it's

Just a thread

That binds me to you

Just a thread

but  I still love you

If I could take back time

I think I never would have
lost my mind

If I could take back time I

Never would have

Lost your mind

My mind

Cuz I  feel like it's just a thread

That I'm clinging to

Just a thread

and I'll never get over you

January 2016!
Happy New Year everybody!