Love Affair

So there we were

you and me and

everybody

laughing at the jokes

making light

and steeling

little glances

you tried to say

goodbye

I tried to 

let it go

somehow it just

isn't working

I thought I told you so

and when they started

leaving then

you stayed behind

pretending 

to be my friend

But it was only you and I

we waited til 

we were all alone

I looked at you

in that way

you looked at me

the exact same way

and there was nothing

more to say

it's not working

and we can't let go

your eyes tell me

what I need to know

we're caught up

in this love

affair

November 2013

Could Have Told You So

Is that all you wanted, well

all you had to do was ask

I would have told you the

truth from the beginning

I would have said, 

"hell no" and 

got rid of that

mask...

See, I could keep on

but what good would it do

you kept telling me that you got me

but the truth is

the only one you got is 

you

and I'm just a 

little something on the side

waiting for you 
to decide

We did this before

you, me and I hardly 

made it through

I know it's tough

for you but

seems like I'm the one

who's hurtin' and

you haven't got a clue

I'm pullin' back again

it's so hard to pretend

it's like two steps up

and one to throw 

away..

can't we just make it

to the end

You said you're sorry 

"if I hurt you"

but I'm still not ready 

to 

desert you

I'm sure you know

maybe it's time

to go

maybe I should have known

maybe you should 

have grown

Like I said, had you asked

from the start

I would have told you

if you're just gonna

let me go

then I

could have told

you so....

November 2013

Not a Love Song

I wish I could write you
a love song
tearing at my heart strings
wanting us to never part
I wish I could write you
a love song
the words you whisper when
we're making love
it's our start

Feels so right when 
we're together
how could it be wrong
feels so right we'll never
say never
making us oh, so strong

I wish I could write you
a love song
comin' on, can't be wrong
can't be wrong
wish I could write you
a love song
tell the world what we've
been doin' all along
all along

It doesn't matter 
what they say
As long as we both know
that we're the ones
who decide to stay
and we're the ones 
who belong together
we're the ones who
who want it this way...

I wish I could write you
what my heart knows
that I love you and 
so it goes
I wish I could write you
a love song
the kind that lets 
the world know
what my heart knows..


this love song's
for you..





A beautiful November, 2013