Love Come Again

I see you standing there

all alone and barely

where

you want to be or

even where you

want to stay

I tried to let you see

we belonged together

and we

could have been so

ready for this

and then 

I look into your eyes

and  

know this was

never meant

to be

Then you tell me 

 without words 

tell me stories

that I 

that I've never heard

and without worry

or regrets

I fall back into 

you and with

all my heart I say

lets

I should have skipped 

this part

I should have

loved you more

I should have

kissed your lips then

I should have

let our love

soar

from the highest

mountain

to the

what's that street's

name

front door

I see you standing

there

and I know

that this love

has come again

and I can't

help my 

heart singing

loud and unabashed

and or how much

I want you

how much I want you

how much I ache for you

coming

back

once again

December 2013

Love Affair

So there we were

you and me and

everybody

laughing at the jokes

making light

and steeling

little glances

you tried to say

goodbye

I tried to 

let it go

somehow it just

isn't working

I thought I told you so

and when they started

leaving then

you stayed behind

pretending 

to be my friend

But it was only you and I

we waited til 

we were all alone

I looked at you

in that way

you looked at me

the exact same way

and there was nothing

more to say

it's not working

and we can't let go

your eyes tell me

what I need to know

we're caught up

in this love

affair

November 2013

Could Have Told You So

Is that all you wanted, well

all you had to do was ask

I would have told you the

truth from the beginning

I would have said, 

"hell no" and 

got rid of that

mask...

See, I could keep on

but what good would it do

you kept telling me that you got me

but the truth is

the only one you got is 

you

and I'm just a 

little something on the side

waiting for you 
to decide

We did this before

you, me and I hardly 

made it through

I know it's tough

for you but

seems like I'm the one

who's hurtin' and

you haven't got a clue

I'm pullin' back again

it's so hard to pretend

it's like two steps up

and one to throw 

away..

can't we just make it

to the end

You said you're sorry 

"if I hurt you"

but I'm still not ready 

to 

desert you

I'm sure you know

maybe it's time

to go

maybe I should have known

maybe you should 

have grown

Like I said, had you asked

from the start

I would have told you

if you're just gonna

let me go

then I

could have told

you so....

November 2013

Not a Love Song

I wish I could write you
a love song
tearing at my heart strings
wanting us to never part
I wish I could write you
a love song
the words you whisper when
we're making love
it's our start

Feels so right when 
we're together
how could it be wrong
feels so right we'll never
say never
making us oh, so strong

I wish I could write you
a love song
comin' on, can't be wrong
can't be wrong
wish I could write you
a love song
tell the world what we've
been doin' all along
all along

It doesn't matter 
what they say
As long as we both know
that we're the ones
who decide to stay
and we're the ones 
who belong together
we're the ones who
who want it this way...

I wish I could write you
what my heart knows
that I love you and 
so it goes
I wish I could write you
a love song
the kind that lets 
the world know
what my heart knows..


this love song's
for you..





A beautiful November, 2013

Damn Shit Life

I'm loving my damn shit
life right now, right now
okay, somehow someway
I'm in real real heaven these
days..  not the kind of
heaven I can talk about
just a little smidge of
of somethin' making me smile
randomly and making
me    be   here   now....

I'm staying in this place
as long as I can cause
any day now, I could be
wrong, but any day now
I could be singing a
different song...
with indifferent endings
that just might make
me emotional and dig
deep inside that world..
all it would do is make
me sad inside and
make    me    cry .....

I don't know what I
did to deserve this
like did I get something
special for what as if  and
now it's become a turning
point that I'm thinkin'
while I'm here, just
let me state the facts
while I'm here, there's
nothing more that I
want   then   you

They say talking about it
is the way to the answer
but if I try to talk about
it I may not ever stop
it's a world that
I haven't been in
and what oh what the
hell made me come here
but world, I am in it
and I'm not not the hell
coming after but staying
in it and saying to you
can it be true...
I have fallen for you ?

I'm lovin' my damn shit
life right now and it's
all because of you yes you
and there ain't nothin you
or I can do about it
'cept just try to go with
it and let it happen
because we are good
together and sooner
or later sooner or later
they'll all know.....
I'm here in  heaven
with you........
lovin' my damn shit life.....

Taken By You

Your hand in mine, barely touching
wanting what I want
the anticipation of your lips
softly on mine
I'm taken by you

We're from different places,
I see things in the past
your kind of looking towards
the future and we don't always
have to be on the same side,
but I can't stop
wanting you or stop
remembering the way
you first kissed me and
I'm taken by you

Grab my hair, run your
fingers down my back
kissing me until I'm completely
breathless, I'm left limp
and wanting a future
with someone who loves me
like I love him...

I dreamed about you
I knew you were coming I
knew you would be everything
that I ever imagined but
even better because I never
knew who or why or when
I only knew I'd be
taken by you.....




October 2013

the beginning

tell me what you want
and don't play games
with me while you play
games with everyone else
lest you find one day
that I decided to go

you're arms around me
tell me something but
not enough, and don't
tell me what you feel or
how you think or what
you think you know

and mostly on those days
when I don't see you
makes me remember
that I want to see you
but you're no where and
it's getting late and no
wonder I wonder where
you are

if you really want me to
know then we could
already have this done
but I ask you and you
ask me and we both
can't say what our hearts
want to see

accept for that sly sneaky
kiss on the back of my neck
made me weak in my knees and
gave me shivers that I don't
mind but you never said
what it is and or what is was
and what we want or
do we want to but I
guess we do, well you do

so, do you think you can
tell me, shall I wait do you know
do we stay do I know
what I want you to know
how that meant so much
in the back of my mind
I was thinking I love you
I was thinking you know
I was thinking it's time
in the back of my mind
tell me what you want
and don't play games
tell me before it's too late
tell me
it's time



October 2013