I Let Go

I've been accused
of a lot of things
even so far as
all the paranoia
that brings
but I've never been
accused of loving
too much
I never knew
there was such

Now you're telling me
that I was the one
that just didn't see
That it was never meant
to be
that I had misconstrued
something that was not
ever to come
something that was
always just a bit undone

But of all the times
we were together
I know what it feels like
to love somebody forever
And no matter what you said
or how much you want to hurt me
I know what we had
it wasn't all in my head

So I see now, what you wanted
from me
you can't even look at me
not even worth an apology
or can't even say my name
and if you stole my heart
I have no one else but me
to blame

If there ever was a time
when you wanted me so
I guess, from what you say
if it's true, we will never know
I gave you my heart
my body, my soul
But you break me down now
it's time
I need to let you go........






May     2016

I Still Remember

I just remember what
You said and how you
Said it

I remember what you meant
And how you meant it

Stay away from me
Or you'll regret it
You'll regret it

Your words cut right through me
Then you let it
Let it

I saw you walk away from me
You said you wanted to be free
I grabbed the flower
From the base
You never really saw
My face
And then  I heard
You scream

Stay away from me
Or you'll regret it
Your words cut through me
Then you let it
I've learned I'm never going to get it

And I still love you
There I've said it

I just remember what you said
And how you meant it
And somewhere deep inside
You regret it
Because you still want me
It is so plane to see

I still remember ..……
There I've said it





May 2016