I tried to say no
but the words wouldn't come
all I could do was stumble
on my tongue
I pushed you away and
turned to let go
but you grabbed me
from behind
and said
they don't need to know
it had been awhile
since you said it was over
I never stopped crying
I never wanted to be sober
I dreamed of your touch and
if we'd ever be together again
I couldn't trust you anymore
and never knew where you'd been
and now here you were
wanting me back like before
you said you were sorry
realized what you had done even more
I loved you so much
my troubled life so unkind
I struggled to be with you
wanting so badly
for you to be the one
now here we stand
both broken in two
you reach out to me
and I ask myself
will I ever get over
wanting you
only once in our lives
do we ever get a second chance
maybe it is time for us
and not just another
happenstance
If there is an answer
for all what we've been through
then my heart
is singing to me now
and once again
I can't help but
choose
you...
August 2015
